1. What did I do for six months of my life?

    Today, I woke up.  I was stirring the past few days but today, I woke up and my eyes opened wide for the first time in 6 months.  

    What have I done for the past 6 months?  Where did the time go?  What was my life like before this?  When can I get it back?

    I realized that the past 6 months of my life were wasted.  I’m not sure if I healed during that time or maybe the former issues that I so long ago freed from my mind began to paw at the surface, scratching to re-enter.

    During the past 6 months, I’ve been taken advantage of, manipulated, persuaded, misinformed, and guilted, whilst saying “No!” out loud.  Today, this will start to change.  And now I wake up bewildered, emotionally drained, toxic, and angry at not standing up for myself.

    Today and everyday forward, I work for me.

    Today’s the first day of the rest of my life, and it’s finally starting to look promising.

  2. reminder

    someone remind me to write about my family dysfunction and allergies.

    it really bugs me.

  3. Yesterday, my mom and I were at a store called Ollie’s.  What was most awesome about this outlet is that it’s a hodgepodge of insanity.  Ten whole LEVELS of insanity to make for a totally awesome shopping experience.  If you’re like me, unemployed and looking for “good stuff, cheap” as their motto states, then this place is for you.  They have a small clothing section aimed mostly at men, where they boasted a rack of “3 buck” tees.  Now, these t-s are special shirts.  They’re good quality, name brand, and screen printed with the most awesomely special phrases kinda like this: